I Miss You

Sometimes I miss you so much I feel like my head will explode.

Sometimes I miss you so much I feel like I'll see you around the corner.

Sometimes I wish you'd get here, grab me, and kiss me like it was the end of World War 2

Sometimes I wish our relationship was halfway normal

Part of the reason why I can get through this whole dating the military thing is because I know that I need God's help when I miss you. That when you aren't here to provide me with comfort, I can count on God, (and of course you to be a text message away). I praise God for you, even though you don't exactly believe. And I truly feel that we're meant to be together.

But sometimes, I get lonely. Sometimes I get scared. Sometimes I feel like I might explode if I don't see you tomorrow. That's when I look to God for help and comfort, and I thank Him whenever I do see and talk to you.

You truly are my 'Gift from God.' And I adore you because of it.

Time to Unplug

This is my small group at my school-church's bible study book. I know it's a little early into my 18th year to be reassessing my behavior and trying to act in a more adult like manner, but I figure the first week of it would be perfect. Due to school, homework, work, and this I'm unplugging. I'm burning through the last of my cell phone battery. Going to focus on God like I should be focusing on God. One of the biggest things the leader of my small group said, was that we need to be sure we can do this. At this point, I'm not sure if I can.

My plan is to leave all electronics in my dorm (with the exception of if I need a laptop for any of my classes). I will at least be unplugging from facebook, for sure.

But yeah, this will be the last night of any real social interaction outside of class/waiting outside for Chapel. It's gonna be me and God this week. I think He has a lot to say to me anyway...